Monday, September 19, 2011

Jack starts school...

Sweet baby Jack....I dropped you off today for your first day of "school" and my heart is breaking. Somebody else gets to watch you smile all day. Somebody else gets to make sure you are perfectly swaddled. Somebody else gets to feel your contentment as you polish off your bottle. Somebody else gets to hear you giggle and explore your little world...........I am literally breaking inside. I know that we will both adjust in time...heck, you were fine and smiling with Miss Carmen when I left and Ms. Cristy has already sent me a picture of your sweet face, but I am struggling without you little one! I have absolutely NO DOUBT that you will be perfectly taken care of, as there is no where else I would rather you be, if you are not with's not that at all. This is the first time I have had to feel that separation between the two of us.  And I do not care if you are 4 months old, 2 years old or 10 years old.  It's just hard!!  I remember leaving your brothers for the first time at school and my heart broke just the same...I know you are in good hands and I am counting down the minutes until I get to cuddle your little chunky body against mine!!  And Wade and Brody promised me they would check on you throughout the day and take good care of about sweet! I love you so much sweet pea!

I did not take any pics this morning at school, as I was a crying, hot mess, but I did take a pic of Brody, Wade and Jack's little outfits laid out the night before!  (Miss Carmen snapped a pic this morning and I will take more this afternoon!)

And here is a picture of B and W on their first day of school! They were 14 months old!